My Future

I want to do things that will make my grandchildren and children proud to call me their mom/grandma. Thats why I've tooken up song writing. I have a pretty good start. I've writen 8 songs so far and they are all pretty good. The problem is I cant find the perfect tune for them all. I only have one that I can. Its called Should've Said Hello. Im really proud of it. That is my favorite song I've written so far. I think Im going to be able to find the tune for all of my sonngs with the help of my friends. I will be really happy if I do. I will post what I have written by then and the titles in 1 week. But for now here is one of my songs Ive written:

Again I Really Don't Care

See they dipped in that puddle, the actor
In this scene the boy that gets the
Girl as we sit in corners and bars if you
Won't be there to say you would do the same
Can't hold back on the coal stuck
In the morning I'll be just fine pretending
I'm not done you're waving goodbye well
At least you're having fun the rising tide
Will not cry haze clouds these translucent eyes sweat creeps
Down callused hands the lies outside, I
Gave my best side was your worst
Invention, can't save me, I know
Its plans you were there for me for as
Much as I grew fast to the edge along
The floor why don't you go and we
Both go down alone no you don't hurt
So much so much and now, I'd probably
Give it back I'm sorry I didn't have
To well I never made a scene
I didn't mean it remember more then you’d like to
Forget drop everything, start again with
A brand new name I will never see the changes
people's faces blurred out like the summer is
Leaving again I really don't care if I don't
Want to hurt you actions speak louder than words
Will ever so I can sing you
To take all that I've got a
Lot Mary was a holy girl father
Whet her appetite Mary was a different taste that's
In your words don't match the story of my...